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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

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I've been told that it gets better. In some ways it most definitely has, but in other ways I feel like it is getting harder. Everyday is different. I face new challenges. I still feel defeated.

Psst... most days I don't like being a SAHM. I have lost my identity and the role of being a mother and wife has taken over. I don't have a life anymore. I want social interaction that goes beyond speaking to an 11 month old. I want to know that there is a possibility of me having a career in the future. I want to take a break and be carefree, but I am responsible for so much. I want to hire help. I want to take a small load off my shoulders.

Oh what a rant...


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