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Looking Back on the Past Year, Pt 2: November 11, 2008 via Vox

Short, simple, and to the point.  I give up.

November 11, 2008
I Have Given Up


frustrated
angry
helpless
fearful
hopeless

There are days when all I want to do is cry.  Today is one of those days.  I just don't have any muster of strength to get me through this tough time.  I'm trying too hard to be normal and push aside those depressing thoughts.  I have given up.


**Shortly after posting this entry, I did indeed give up.  I had no more strength left in me, and I spent the following month crafting to forget my problems.  I went through months of depression, and it was the lowest point in my life.  I wish I could say that I have fully recovered, but that would be too easy.  I still don't know what the future has in store for me.

Previously...
Looking Back on the Past Year: The Beginning
Looking Back on the Past Year: Finding Work
Looking Back on the Past Year: I Give Up
Looking Back on the Past Year: Finding New Inspiration
Looking Back on the Past Year: Escaping
Looking Back on the Past Year: What Happens Now? 
Looking Back on the Past Year, Pt 2: July 31, 2008 via Vox
Looking Back on the Past Year, Pt 2: August 1, 2008 via Vox
Looking Back on the Past Year, Pt 2: October 28, 2008 via Vox